it's official. i'm losing it. more specifically, i lost my favorite hair clip few weeks ago. then i noticed last week i can't find one of my watches. i had both of them for years and i remember playing with them last at home but they've gone missing for some time enough for me to throw my hands up in the air & admit they're finally gone.

i also started losing sleep. even today, i slept last last night after 2am so why wake up at 8? i remember the days when i'd be lucky if i woke up before noon on a saturday.

but i guess this is a good opportunity to replenish. i was telling an older neighbor how my short term memory is shot few months back on the way home from work. he told me that i need to constantly make room for new memories. that's simple enough but why is it so hard to practice?

had first two days of the leadership challenge training at work last week. despite my initial skepticism, i walked away with new and improved insights that i can apply at work. i just hope i've retained most of them and can make use of them in the weeks to come before the next session.
 

i wish i can fit the world into a perfect box. organize it in its predictable ways. no surprises like a black patent leather bag clocking you in the face on a groggy morning, no sudden shoe stepping on your shoe. everything orderly, no inconvenience, no pain.

ok, i've complained enough today.
 

completely in love. already.
i trust tom (tykwer). come, october.