June 25, 2013
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my life revolves around therapy coding updates, diagnosis code discrepancies, delayed billing reason codes, hcpcs changes, adjusted billings, emails to departments, creating daily and weekly productivity spreadsheets, auditing 13 staff members, training, consulting, setting expectations, filling personal paperwork–not having personal time, being criticized over just about anything and everything, but to be fair, given the time to speak what’s on my mind so i can make sense of the chaos. given the opportunity to lead in my own way, to fail and to succeed. given the nods and thankyous from unlikeliest people. also dealing with backstabbers like a pro.
and hide all the frustrations so the ones i oversee can feel confident and succeed.
and over and over again.
the question that was given few months back was:
“Are you happy?”
…
i’m still answering with the word ‘satisfied’ mixed in, unable to say yay or nay. slightly tempted to add this question came from a person dressed in a suit who didn’t seem too happy himself posing the question, forced to do these “counseling” sessions as a part of his job.
doesn’t change the fact that i can’t answer the question myself though.
isn’t satisfaction good enough..
?
